in the midst of my solitude

土曜日, 2月 18, 2006

みんな様、今晩は。
これは今日の第３のBlog Entry. だけど、今、私はちょっと失望です。
私のバンダナをまだ受ける。
又泣いてる欲しいです。

Everyone, good evening.
This is today's third blog entry. However, my mood right now is quite disappointed.
I had not received my headband yet and so I trusted my ate to get it for me. She failed to do so, though I had thought that she would. And so... my costume is not complete and I would hate to go in an incomplete costume. It is disappointing because I went out with full trust that she would do it, and now I come home to realize that she didn't. I'm too tired to really do anything but write... I was so disappointed I wanted to cry. I leave for UST at latest, 9:00 am and that's a bit early so I may not be able to go pick it up. All my hopes come crashing down in one night. It's just so... disappointing. I want to cry again.
It is so annoying. I am at a loss on how to get it for tomorrow. I am at a loss, a complete and utter loss.
I have no idea why this happens. I was having such a good day and night, and then this one thing happens and ruins everything. It annoys me to high heavens. I don't even know why anymore. All I know is I'm tired and disappointed and I don't know what to do. Lord, how I wish these things would go away...
And I just know that Sofia wasn't ungrounded...
I just know it.
Well what do you know... she wasn't. Not until my birthday.
How bad this is.
Now I just hold my blue butterfly and wish the pain away...
sleep it away...
Kami様、お助けて下さい!
みんな様、お休みなさい。I hope you have all had a better end to your day than I have.

Utterly disappointed,
Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 土曜日, 2月 18, 2006

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