in the midst of my solitude

金曜日, 2月 17, 2006

皆様、お早うございます。

Everyone, good morning.
i have just taken a personality disorder test and thought you may want to see my results. they are quite agreeable. if you wish to take this test, it is found below:

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

Quite interesting, isn't? I would suppose the psychologist i went to was right. I am schizotypal.
I took another one: Dante's Infernal Test

First Level of Hell - Limbo
Charon ushers you across the river Acheron, and you find yourself upon the brink of grief's abysmal valley. You are in Limbo, a place of sorrow without torment. You encounter a seven-walled castle, and within those walls you find rolling fresh meadows illuminated by the light of reason, whereabout many shades dwell. These are the virtuous pagans, the great philosophers and authors, unbaptised children, and others unfit to enter the kingdom of heaven. You share company with Caesar, Homer, Virgil, Socrates, and Aristotle. There is no punishment here, and the atmosphere is peaceful, yet sad.

Very interesting, isn't it! i wouldn't mind that too much... but i would still like to go up to heaven instead.

anyway... the owner of the blog where i found those tests i found to be interesting. His blog is http://stitchesofglass.blogspot.com. I don't think he's from the Philippines. I wonder where he's from... Very intresting. i read other people's blogs because well... lack of anything to do, really *shrugs* It's nice to know I'm not the only one with those disorders... or these problems about hating a certain person and stuff.. ranting... and ranting... releasing all the hatred inside... like what happened during the intrams.
yes. intrams. still a very bad memory. at least now i know htat not all third year suck. but majority of them still do. *shrugs*

the next class is Visual Arts. Wonderful! i have not gotten any of my things for painting yet, and my brushes are still lost in that duplex where we are forced to stay in because we have no house yet and i seriously want to move out of there as soon as possible. but we cannot. >.< oh well. at least when we move to the bigger house, i have my own room... my own little world... with my own loft... so i am so apart from the house! X] yes. great. so isolated... so if i'm up there they don't know i'm there... so if the house burns down, i burn with it. *knocks on wood*

i had a good chat with B today. he's my seatmate right now... but he's gone because it's lunch. my being i hate to go out in the sunlight unless i have to, i stayed here. well, he fed me chocolates, i figue i might as well talk to the guy. he's nice. i'm surprised he's close to alex. alex being alex.. i never thought she'd know someone pretty decent.
can't wait for Visual Arts. oh wait... i have to do my artwork.

see you later.
Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 金曜日, 2月 17, 2006

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