in the midst of my solitude

木曜日, 3月 16, 2006

Don't bug me.
i'm not in a very good mood; right now i'm pretty depressed.
today was the last day of the fourth year exams, and their last days as well.
i'll miss them. i mean, i did practically grow up with some of them. the rest are... they're there... but to not see them everyday kinda saddens me. i mean, after they're gone, the school will be so... orderly.
no more noise
no more chaos
no more annoying people
no more fourth year.
i bet Calado's happy they're going. haha no one to stress him or make fun of him or cause him trouble. but you know what? i bet he'll miss them. he'll miss all of them.
haha...
i want to post the names of all my batchmates but that will take up too much time. so i'll just put those i'll miss the most. some, for the reason that i love watching them screw around and get in trouble then get up again, and others because they are my friends... and some... well...i'll just miss them. ^^

Eula
Joan
Celine
Abigail
Asuka
Poch
Chris
Sang-Hun
Ji Yong
Sun Joo
Joo Yon
Cyril
Hazel
Tim
Alexis G
Alexis C
Mark G
Mark S
Jessica
Diego
Francis
Marlon
everyone...

graduation's supposed to be a happy event but... for us IB, it's just sad. you watch them go and you get left behind.
i hate getting left behind. it's happened too many times.
*sigh*
oh well.
i want a new phone. and an iPod video. and money for cosplay stuff. and a stereo. and a new laptop. and a new book. i want so much stuff...
i have to design my outfit na for the original jrock style group. that's a bit difficult, i think. hmm... and then my budget...
i have to put my skills to the test on this one! great. meeting in the PUP grounds on saturday so that means I HAVE to go. yesss... hey, maybe the cute kid's there. hope so.
i haven't seen much of Poch OR Chris lately. strange.
got to find a con that will allow JRock! how sad. well...
na-addict na ako sa cosplay! ^^ that's a good thing...
i HAVE to contact kunebitt!! sucks... she's over at Marie's so... grr.
okay, now i feel a bit better. i hope to see my batchmates soon.
i hope to talk to them soon.
bye...

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 木曜日, 3月 16, 2006

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