in the midst of my solitude

金曜日, 4月 07, 2006

I feel better now.
Not a lot better, but better nonetheless.
i guess i'll just have hide behind a smile...
One more smile...

They're all leaving today.
It's their graduation, and then... goodbye.
Sayonara, minna-sama.
I'll miss all of them.

I had a talk with Poch this morning before our non-existant Math class. We were talking about wow, our love lives, which are actually non-existant. I told him about CG. He told me secrets. He said maybe what Abz said was true. Maybe...
We had another talk, Abz and I. I swear I so love her... Im gonna miss her a lot. What she told me killed me, I swear.
"PEROOOOO...ginawa nya toh kasi sbe nia pag mayGF daw sha gusto nia lagi shang nandun, naisip niya na mahirap. gusto ka niya TALAGAAAA kaya nga ayaw ka nya masaktan. natatakot lang sha bka hndi magwork out like ung past relationship niya. when he said he doesnt wanna be that guy na magbrbreak sa heart mo kasi he likes u a lot but he's just scared........"
Yeah it killed me.
It really hurts... but i can't let him see it. it would be awkward.
i'm still so worried about him! he hasn't done his hallmarks or his french... i want to talk to him like before. but would that be too much to ask? yeah. maybe.
but how i wish...
Poch threatened that if Mykhos or someone (boy) fights him, he's in trouble. i told him not to worry; di ako ganun.
i have to talk to him later about it.
Sims put this whole thing in her blog.
i miss her. ^^

Sofia is coming today!
and Mykhos!
and Marie!
I can't wait!
But i don't want grad...
but oh well. life, right?
good and the bads...

see ya later.

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 金曜日, 4月 07, 2006

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