in the midst of my solitude

月曜日, 9月 04, 2006

current mood: thoughtful
current music: Paris by Chicosci, First of Summer by Urbandub, Mr. Brightside by the Killers,

okay. so i havent had time to update but there have been interesting 'happenings' in my life. wow its raining. perfect weather for my thoughtful mood.
last weekend was the Welcome Home Gothloli06 EB. i was actually very touched that they thought of having one for me. I was really glad to see them again though the one i wanted to see most wasn't there due to unforseen circumstances. Still, it was nice to see them and hang around with them again.
i saw kuya Ly and that was nice. KUYA!! i missed him~ lol. he's inviting me to do Miss Doublefinger for the One Piece group. it's for the Toei Con... i'll think about it. i already have a commitment to the WTF Naruto group and/or Sakura Wars Team with Batella.
anyway... yes.
i had a strange dream last night. i guess it's because my mom and i had a chat about my past near-relationships with Ayan, Fumi and Chris G. in my dream i saw CG and some of my other batchmates like Bobbie, Tim and Ivan Cuevas. In that dream though, CG was smoking (no surprise) and he had a girl with him. i wasn't jealous or anything, but i remember thinking in the dream and when i woke up,
"i hope you're okay wherever you are, and that she's taking care of you as much as i tried to."
i even remember my words to ivan then.
"Ivan, please tell her to take care of Chris and his heart," I said. "And tell her to anoy him about his homeworks or he won't do them on his own [-_-*]."
i must have had a wistful look on my face because ivan asked me,
"do you still like him?"
i shook my head and smiled then.
"no, i'm over him," i remember saying. "i've found someone else... but that doesnt mean that i no longer care for my friend."
that part has been stuck in my head... i guess i kinda miss talking to him. we were friends first, after all. lol
anyway, yeah... it got me thinking for a while. but im glad i met him. he taught me a lot of stuff (like hitting a person with a 900+ page Biology book really gets them to shut up) and how to solve really hard geometry problems. haha. thanks Chris. maybe one day you'll read this. lol
but anyway...
talked to Diego today, and it was... interesting. he's a nice kid. i learned some stuff from him lol.
so yeah...
first day of school is a pain. really.
i want to escape...
but im kinda glad im back in SISC. i did miss some of my classmates, afterall. haha.
see ya guys

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 月曜日, 9月 04, 2006

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