in the midst of my solitude

金曜日, 9月 08, 2006

okay so i am blogging in school. LOL
anyway, yeah.
blogging while talking to Shirley and NC. this is fun.
so... it turns out i dont have to go to school until 12pm because i dont have to attend Extended Essay and Business Class. yey. what the hell am i still doing here? i dont know.
okay ive been thinking lately.
i've been smiling and i've been really happy lately. ive never really been this happy before. or i dont know, maybe i have but i just dont remember it. all my good memories have been eaten up by the shadows within me, leaving behind only the sad and painful memories. nice, isnt it?
its nice to have this feeling. but because of scars i cant really trust myself in this. im so scared it will be taken away from me. yes im a coward. shut up.
i have too many scars that refuse to be healed.
to happier things.
yes, ive been good.
yesterday two or three cockroaches fell out of the a/c in the conference room. EW!! nasty!
and then ive been having a weird imagination lately... way toooo much sugar adn hyperness in my blood. lol.
im really happy now. ^_^
oh im now part of the school debate team. omg i didnt know i debated. is that a word? dont give. anyway, i know have somethign to do. yey.
i want to go home and sleep *yawn*
cant wait for VA class... LOL
ahahahaha.
apparently the teachers were talking about me and my gothic-ness. and im misunderstood.
thank you sir claro ramirez.
anyway yeah.
and by the way, why do people not like emos? emos are okay. hey Khal's emo and he's nice~
i dont get it >_<
anway
see ya

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 金曜日, 9月 08, 2006

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