in the midst of my solitude

月曜日, 9月 18, 2006

im at home now (and have been for the last two hours); history class got cancelled. Get well soon, Mr. B, though feel free to skip Wednesday's class too XD
im talking to my daughter in Indonesia... Tenten is really nice. aww~
i had a talk with Wolbo a while ago about relationships and stuff. we pretty much think the same, and i gave him some advice on how to deal with this. its so strange; ive never had a boyfriend but people ask me for advice when it comes to dealing with relationships and crushes. even deathsumi said my advice was good. go figure. i guess it's easier to give advice on a problem when you're outside looking in, huh? you get to see the bigger picture with an unbiased view. if only real life could be that easy... *sigh*
oh well.
i did talk to my dad again about the whole relationship thing. surprisingly, he's cool with it. i told him i want to be someone and he asked me why. and i answered. and he drilled me with a bunch of other questions and i answered them. hey i've thought this through, i know what im doing (sort of... XD joke!) and i've pretty much come to the conclusion that i do want to enter a relationship with this person. i dont have much time, and i want to spend whatever's left of it with him. i've never felt this way before and i really dont want this chance to just slip by me. i've had too many regrets; i dont want this to be another one. and i really do want to be with him...
i just hope that mom agrees. im praying that she lets me enter this on my own... dad's okay with it, now i know it might just be mom who's a problem.
i really do feel for him...
wish me luck in this... ^_^

kanae

Kanae wrote alone 月曜日, 9月 18, 2006

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