in the midst of my solitude

火曜日, 9月 19, 2006

so im still in school and im dying of boredom.
it's business class now and because i dont attend business, naturally im absent from the classroom. im also talking to Wolbo again, who apparently doesnt have class till 11.
i just hope he wont abandon me early. >_<
anyway, so it seems there is a development on Kimimaro's part. maybe i should start callinghim Uding so it would seem less weird? okay. So Uding finally attempted to call Pat last night, but the stupid payphone refused to cooperate!! so so so so soooooo stupid! kung kelan nga lalapit si Uding eh, ngayon ayaw naman ng payphone. good lord, is this a sign or something!? but hey, pat was touched by his efforts. i would be too. nice one Uding!
Wolbo, it's your turn. stop hiding behind the stuffed toy i gave you and make a move on DES! wahhahaa.
Khal pointed this out. kung kelan kami lumabas, nagsisilabasan narin ang iba. aba role models! LOL joke lang! XD
yes i am hyper. i just came from chem class where i got the seatwork/tutorial-thing right, so im pretty happy about that.
it's just the Cagayan trip this weekend lingers on hin my mind. i dont really want to go, mainly because of the 10-hour bus ride that awaits. AMP
we also had a british woman named Carol over last night. she kept laughing when i told her about my question to the head of security at the US State Department. haha. serves that stupid american right. >_< grr... oh and i also told them about the posibility of mr. calado being gay. she laughed at that one too.
poor anton, he'll be under him next year. awww. im gone XD
anyway, i slept pretty late last night too. had "the talk" with mom. apparently she's really happy for me, and she's pretty much granted my request to get into a relationship with someone. happy~
she doesnt really know what having a boyfriend means though... go figure. we've pretty much set up some rules (some of which might get more lenient when i get older or in a few months-- like the 'no single dates' rule... XP) and talked it over, and she said all she has to do is meet him at home. waii! i never expected my parents to be so nice... i just hope it will be soon.
i talked to Taco about it. at first he was hesitant... but after i explained, he said "have fun go for it and enjoy the good times." awww Takeshi!! he really is like an older brother to me. my goodness, he made me explain everything!! i love him in an older-brother sort of fashion. he was really like an older brother during the 3weeks i stayed in Japan. i wouldnt go as far as to say that we were extremely close, but i guess we were reasonably close. lol. i guess he thinks of me as a younger sister too... dear me, he must be around 21 now! kuya takeshi!! i still have an invitation to visit him in New Zealand and Lord knows i want to go. ^_^
apparently the advice i gave over at the Love Is All That Matters thread has been getting good reception. wow. i didnt think it was that good. i guess the people who give the best advice are those that have had the worst mistakes... and learned from them. so that means ive learned from mine? i guess so...
but really, im happy right now.
i just hope nothing destroys this again.
my dark angel, please be patient and wait for me... i love you.

kanae

Kanae wrote alone 火曜日, 9月 19, 2006

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