in the midst of my solitude

水曜日, 10月 04, 2006

Playing: Emu~For My Dear~ , Doomsday, Tsuki no Uta,

Sunabi here.
i am not playing around and im seriously pissed.
i have been hiding for so long that it's good to be out. Finally im getting somewhere.
okay why am i out? two words:

EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

im sure you all understand the meaning of these two words. now, lets see? who had the EB? Kanae did. again. right in the middle of her CAS time, leaving me with annoying little brats. but that's not why im pissed. ive learned something that she's been hiding from me, apparently because i would react and get pissed. congratulations Kanae, you guessed right.
NOW. i wonder if that girl reads this blog. what's her name again? oh wait, maybe i shouldnt name it. either way i dont give a shit. ive never met her, i dont care to meet her.
bitch, you mess with me i swear to the God we believe in i will make your life a living hell for as long as you continue. you are going to regret you ever even thought about trying to get him away from Kanae. she's happy now and if you're going to steal that away, you're messing with me.
its alright if you dont take me seriously; nobody really does anyway. but that's not the point.
i will make sure you do. and i am going to make your days a nightmare. what's scary is i can really do that. do not underestimate me. i also have Kunebitt on my side so try it and die.
and for you, boy, you have two choices: Lust and Love (or so i was told). CHOOSE ONE and CHOOSE FAST before we get up and leave. One choice is all you have. when she leaves she's not coming back.
she'll wait for you. she loves you. but if you betray her, you're never going to see her again. and that's Kanae. she doesnt take betrayal easily. she doesnt take pain easily. she doesnt take scars easily. she has had enough.
now why am i upset? well for one thing, Kanae has risked a hell lot to be where she is now, and i dont want that all to waste. she smiles now, and it looks good on her. i've been calmer lately, knowing that she's okay.
and then suddenly this happens? well for one thing, you're disturbing my much-needed rest. second, i want her to be happy. third, i dont want to be the one to say "I TOLD YOU SO."
so hey, make up your mind. which will you choose?
and girl,
dont even try to cross lines with Kanae. you'll end up facing ME.
bye.

SUNABI.

Kanae wrote alone 水曜日, 10月 04, 2006

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