in the midst of my solitude

木曜日, 2月 16, 2006

お早うございます、皆様。
今日はＰａｔｒｉｓｈａＳｏｆｉａＤｅｌｇａｄｏの誕生日です.　お誕生日おめでとうございました。
today is Patrisha Sofia Delgado's birthday. Happy birthday
今日は又ＳｉｍｏｎｅｔｔｅＡｒｔａｄｉ－Ｃｒｉｓｏｌｏｇｏの誕生日です。お誕生日おめでとうございました。
today is also Simonette Artadi Crisologo's Birthday. Happy Birthday.
i'm going over to Sofia's place for a party later. it's all the way in Sta. Mesa, Caloocan. it's so far! oh dear.... but for the love of Sofia, then i shall go. she had better come to Sucat on my birthday, though, or i will kill her. i'm going EGL there later. probably freak out some of her friends from MSJ but oh well. Mykhos, Jansen and Marie will be there as well.
まだ私は泣いてました神さんのＴｒｉｂｕｔｅＶｉｄｅｏを見てましただから。ああ神さん。。。安らかに眠らせてお願いします。皆さん、いつも神さんを幸せに覚えてる、ね?
I cried again because I saw Kami's Tribute video. Oh Kami... Please Rest In Peace. Everyone, let's always remember Kami happily, alright?
Why do i cry when i watch that video? or any video concerning Kami, for that matter. well, not always but... i cried today. how embarassing! i noticed there are Kami Tributes on youtube.com. good. like Gackt, i don't want him to be forgotten. one of the best drummers of Japan (along with Yoshiki of X-Japan) should not be forgotten. ever. just like Hide of X-Japan or Kazuki of Raphael. they shouldn't be forgotten either. or Okazaki Ritsuko, the Japanese composer. Hide even has a museum dedicated to him! Kazuki has a huge fan site too... the members of Janne Da Arc came to pay their respects to Kazuki when he died. the poor kid died of a medicine overdose. he had a sickness of some sort that required him to take a medication to keep him calm. i say kid because he was nineteen. they (Raphael and Janne Da Arc) were close, apparently. some Japanese artists have died these past years. four's a lot for me. yes, i am a big fan of Japanese music. i'm sure you've figured it out by now.
i've been watching gothic&lolita specials as well. i want to go to Japan and get those dresses!
i love Kami. and MANA-sama.
i will watch bel air de l'image . one day... and also Bara no Konrei.
i had a striking headache yesterday. whenever i stepped out into the sunlight, i would get a migrain. when night came, it disappeared. i think it has something to do with my eyes.
i have a bad cold today. it really hurts. Kim has one too. it's probably because of the weather...
read sim's xanga update. that really sucks. kaplastikan... kill them, sims. i know you can. can't believe there is actually a person who could do that to YOU. they should know better. Remember Kimko and them? Kat2 and Meg2? haha.
if someone finds mr. AC dead because of strichnine, that would be because of Celine Bautista and me. Just a warning. of course, that would be if we get there first. baka maunahan kami. haha! even Mr. B knows.
do you know how strichnine kills? it is so painful... a very good torture mechanism. even the smallest drop will kill you. the smaller the amount, the slower and more painful your death. it is tasteless, so is often mixed in food or drink. like arsenic, it is not very easily detected in the blood. strichnine is a chemical found in rat poisoning, i think and is something like arsenic, only worse. when swallowed, it mixes with your blood and poisons it, so poisoning everything else in the process. it also attacks your nervous system, so when the person is dying, he is usually curled up as a fetus in pain. women from the 1700s to 1800s used strichnine and arsenic to kill.
i would use it to kill someone i absolutely hated... and you know, i would probably enjoy the screams of pain and agony coming from him. yes... i think i would... so i'm a sadist sometimes. so what?
hey sims, you want some strichnine? ^^
i got a 7 (26/30) in the Oral Presentation yesterday! wonderful! it was Victor and I who got a 7. wonderful.
i'm attending the MUNA (Mock United Nations Assembly) tomorrow. it's from 7:30 to 5:00 Saturday and Sunday. i will be so tired. oh well.
then there's the HALE concert! yeah!
we already asked sir Calado if we could do the Prom next year. he allowed us, and it will be CAS hours. great! hit two birds in one stone! theme: Mafia/50's/Rat Pack-ish. Something Classy... and in a nice venue as well. not like this year's 70's retarded crap in the NBC tent at the Fort. Eww. who holds the JS Prom in a TENT?! good Lord! so you know what the Seniors are planning to do? we are going to attend the first half, dance around a bit then ditch the prom for the EuroCarnival. So much fun. next year, we should have it at the Shangri-La or somewhere nice and classy. yeah. why is it in the NBC tent anyway?? oh yeah! Trying to be cool and miserably failing at it. sir Calado is giving them fireworks pa. Baby niya kasi... yayaman kasi nila. they bought the cheering competition. we all had a budget of 19K pesos. how much did they spend? 84K pesos. What is the use of a budget if you're not even going to follow it, i wonder. stupid juniors. they can all go to hell. except for the nice ones. too bad they're stuck with the lamest batch ever. haha. yeah, i'm still pissed.
we're waiting for Sir Mel to come for Math class. i didn't want to go to school but if i didn't, then i wouldn't be allowed to go to Sofia's party either. grr. i want to escape TOK class too... i'll get a MAJOR headache after it. i can't think today!
i need water! where's Luke?! haha
i ran tinto Ji Yong Kim and Sung Hoon Oh yesterday. Ji Yong delayed! Sung Hoon still doesn't have a date for his PASS! i hope they get to do their defence soon. i really want them to pass!
they're having Personnel Day in the Gym. I can hear Sige by 6Cycle Mind playing. they're excluding us from everything! it's so annoying!
i had a nice talk with Poch two days ago. it's nice being able to talk to him. i'm glad he's on my side.
my head is starting to hurt again.
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right now, we are doing teacher-bashing. particularly our chem and our dep. principal. Ms. Marj is so nice. as well as Mr. B. good thing we have them.
a while ago, Mr. Calado was telling off the Upper School about their behavior and their attire. i was wondering why, and it turns out it's because we have to be plastic next week. haha. the WASC people are coming! Plastic time.

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Kanae wrote alone 木曜日, 2月 16, 2006

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