in the midst of my solitude

月曜日, 4月 03, 2006

interesting
oh today was interesting. very interesting.
may nanligaw sa akin O.o
yeah, CG asked permission if he could make me ligaw.
it was funny. i have never seen him at a loss for words... cute. ^^
I said yes, he can make me ligaw. I said yes because personally, YES. pwedeng pwede.
but i completely forgot about my parents!!!
i have an agreement with my parents that i cannot have a boyfriend until i am eighteen years old. noo!! i've had a crush on this guy since second year! i had resigned myself to the fact that he would never like me and then... AHHH~! so scared.
i have no idea how to tell my parents.
talking to mykhos, pat, chris and kisha right now. im talking to pat and mykhos about chris and other totally random stuff.
weirdness...
sobra.
my computer just got a new virus.
i will replace it soon before it continues to fail me.
and then...
problems...
Ah!
AMI Harasawa came to visit today!! had fun being with her... osashiburi da ne, Meo?
she reminds me of Ami in Puffy AmiYumi. Astig, grabe.
i miss her. she's leaving on wednesday coz school for her starts on Thursday. aww.
so anyway...
i have no idea how to tell this to my parents. i have no idea how to tell this to chris. i am so screwed...
i really don't want to hurt him, and i don't want to hurt myself or my parents either. i don't want to live with what-ifs again. all that pain again.
ahh...
i have to tell him tomorrow. it's not fair for him not to know that i can't have a bf until im 18.
i have to tell my father tonight. if not i am screwed.
i'm already screwed!
night all.>.<
but you know what...
i am kilig. and i am happy ^^

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 月曜日, 4月 03, 2006

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