in the midst of my solitude

水曜日, 4月 19, 2006

Strange Dreams...

Ah... today was pretty normal.
Went to watch Ice Age2 today... Scrat is so funny. Dude, it's a nut. get over it. LOL. ^^
I had a strange dream last night. i've had it before, only this time it was longer and included people i didn't know. It was really strange... there was a boy in it, and i've never seen this kid. i even drew him, from what i remember of him. of course it's animated, but put it to life... then it would probably look like him. still have to finish it though... the kid was a goth/rakista, from what i could make out. I have never seen him in my life, except for that dream... i wrote about it this morning/afternoon so i would remember.

"My dream last night was very strange. I've had that dream before... only this time, it was longer, and it involved a boy I've never met. I was running away from someone I couldn't see, and i was in a black formal dress. I ran and ran until i came to a crowded restroom where i could hide. Celine, Chynna, Joan and Eula were there too. they were running with me, but we got separated. I changed there, in an empty stall, to more comfortable running clothes. Strangely, Carlos, Julienne, Jessa, Carla Cabral and some of my batchmates were all there too.
"Anyway, I continued running away, through 2 Shell station shops until I came down until I reached some sort of park, with a fence in front of it. Sitting on a platform was a boy dressed in black. He was quite pale and had black hair. I found him to be cute, and it seemed that i knew him from before, for he said "hi," as i approached. He was listening to his iPod and i sat down next to him, and i had a sudden urge to hold him, though in reality, i knew not who he was. To my surprise, he looked at me, smiled, and began to sing. It was "Don't Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight," by Binocular. He looked like an anime character brought to life.

I don't wanna run beneath your tears
I don't wanna catche them when they're falling
but it's the same old song,
playing over... and over.
Now I try to see the truth
And though we try, I guess that's the way it's supposed to be...
Don't say goodbye, say goodnight
coz it's not over
and if we try to answer why
it's just over
it's goodbye...

"Strangely, I never even memorized that song. But it still played on as he sang it. I remember the dream vividly. I remember the sky was autumn-grey, an autumn dusk, as it seems.
"I don't even know why i had that dream... I don't know who that boy was. I don't know him... But i dreamt of him anyway.
"I wonder... could it be because I'm really lonely? Probably. That's why i dreamt of him again. Come to think of it, he looked similar to Kami-sama, only he was goth/rakista. I wish I could draw him. What comes to mind is Caleb/Cornelia from WITCH. ha, something like that.
"My important person-Chii.
"Maybe that's him?"

Come to think of it, it isn't the first time he appears in my dreams... ive seen him before but only in my sleep. i want to meet him in reality, i really do.
But for now, it seems that my dreams will have to do...
Good night, all...

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 水曜日, 4月 19, 2006

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