in the midst of my solitude

火曜日, 10月 31, 2006

ah yes, halloween. this is my time of the year...
oh, i bought Chicosci's new album. i love them.
i love their dedication. soo beautiful... lol
"welcome to the chicosci vampire social club."
yes sir. i am honored.
Miguel Chavez is hot. LOL
good Lord, me and my crushes.
they all look like vampires.
but of course, i still love my little emo boy. XD yeah, that will be my nickname for him. my little emo boy XD khallaene. <3
yeah, i think of that when i see him.
there is something wrong with me.
i had a bad day today, but thinking about him makes it better. seeing him today made it better. i smile more often now, and ate Anje says my aura has changed... masopen na raw ako. hey, guess im finally learning to trust again, ne? my bonds are slipping now.
hehe, love, dont worry about the H&K... di lang kasi ako sanay sa lambingan... ^^ pero salamat...
love you~ :x

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okay am now comforting kitsune... by comforting her, i realize that im also coming to terms with my own past, and its a healing process for both of us i guess. its just that im already down that road, i still have to help her. i dont want her to go through the pain i went through while i waited in the dark for someone to save my sad, pathetic soul.
i want to help save her... but sadly, i cant. i can only wait for someone to.
whoever you are, hurry up and save my sister.

thanks love, for saving me.

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN.
dont let the witches haunt you... harhar.

Kanae

Kanae wrote alone 火曜日, 10月 31, 2006

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